just want to be free

[Rowski]

hey guys my name's Rowena (Row) and i'm new to this site. i'm not sure where to start, other than to ask if it's possible to have a burning desire to do something that you've never done before? i live in Australia and the closest i've ever come is when i did my first skydive in New Zealand in Jan of this year. i'm saving up at the moment to go back to NZ and do a diploma in skydiving to get me started. i was wondering if any BASE jumpers out there could describe the feeling (if it's possible to put adequate words on it!) i've been watching some of Jeb's video's and all i can say is that it looks totally incredible i don't mean to get too deep but i've hit a point in my life at the moment that i need to escape and i think that doing something as extreme and mind focused as i'm sure BASE is, is just what i'm looking for. (not to make it sound as though i'm doing it for a quick fix coz i'm aware it will take a lot of time and dedication and $$$ etc). i'm looking for a bit of feedback. i feel pretty lonely harbouring these thoughts at the moment so if anyone could share with me that would be awesome cheers, Row