Public Apology

[CrazyThomas]

I want to say that I am sorry to everyone I have pissed off in the last 3-5 years on this board with my postings. I could start a list, and apologize to everyone, but I am not sure Mick has that kind of Bandwidth .

I have been through some good years, and some bad years. Some hospital weeks, and some wheelchair weeks. Some alcoholically deluded days, and some sober days. Life for me has been ups and downs, much like for everyone else. I can't say my breakage of bones has been unique (maybe excessive and stupid), but we all get hurt from time to time.
I can't say I have always said nice things. Sometimes I post things without thinking. I used to get the reply, "preview posts before posting", and I would think this meant spell check or grammar check, never content filtration check.

I am sorry. I am in a better place in life, and I am trying to be a nicer person. No, I don't expect everyone to forget everything I have said, but please give me a chance in the future. Don't punch me in the face when you meet me.
I hope there is a level of forgiveness and understanding that will allow me to go to events such as bridge day or the turkey boogie and not be an outcast who noone wants to talk to.
No, this doesn't mean everyone has to say hi. It doesn't mean you have to like me. I just hope you will give me a chance in person, if you ever meet me.

And no, I am not saying I will be at any big events soon that I know of, but I would like to experience a BASE boogie. It would be much different than solos at night.

I am sorry to everyone I have upset. I wanted to say that I am in a better place in life, and trying to be a better person. This doesn't erase the past though.


trying to be a better human,
Thomas

[Mac]

hey Thomas,

when I met you at TF, I thought you a complete loon and did not really want to know you that much, when I saw your posts, I thought you were a complete loon and wondered why you were doing such things, but I continued in some minimal contact and realised that you have good days and bad days and that all was not well in your world............... we all have off days and we all post stuff we get up in the morning hung over and think "why the hell", let the first without sin cast the first stone hey!

Im glad to hear the dark clouds have moved from you, and you are moving on from that $hitty world you had, in the end who will give a toss about any of us in 10/ 20 / 50 / 100 / 1000 yrs? - we are all set to fade away to obscurity.

Good luck building those bridges and getting relationships going................ We all have demons to fight with, just some of us have more demons than others...........

[Faber]

As i before has said to you Thomas,im happy that things goes the right ways for you.
In the time you were down you also showed your ups.
you wrote me mails as i were ****ed up at hospital,you wrote mails that made me smile and look at the light in the tunnel.

I never agreed in all the bashing on the net about you,i always stepped away from it.I truly didnt agree in all your points and i often has told you so on mail.

I think you proved to your self that you could move away from that bad karma you made yourself.

you took a education and got a job,you got other things to think off instead of stirring up this board.

Im happy you see the road,and i hope people out there will give you the doubt and chance to show that you have a better side than the one you has showen in"my old days"

Before people out there that doubt in this(i can understand),i really hope you give this guy the chance,atleast he proved to me that he can be other than bad